Monday, October 23, 2006 @ 10:56 PM:
Oh, whats going on with people these days?
I made esther cried without doing anything again. Wtf. I don't care what freddy says anyway. I think there is no need for me to explain. I wonder why am i always involved in such stupid things. Sickening.
Am I fated to die under their hands? Why am i always got involved in things between both of them? I told myself that i would not bother her as much as other people do, I don't wanna land myself into any trouble too.
I tried to avoid myself and refrain myself from talking to her, hoping i would not get involved in terrible stuffs that will hurt her. But things always end up the other way round. Whats going on?
so come on, tell me.