Sunday, October 15, 2006 @ 1:29 AM:
Yeah I'm back. Gonna blog since so much things happen within such a few days and my blog is getting rusty.
13/10/05
Nothing much happen in sch... just wanted to get my last SEA marks. Such a disappointment to see my results anyway.
Basically sch just ended after 20mins after we were released. Haha shouln't have come to sch. I should have ask one of my classmates to help mi get my results back.
JJ open house was pathetic. So few people came to our sch for visiting unlike the amount of students who came on SA on Sat. I was frantically trying to drag some innocent students into the hall for the talk, which I find the talk meaningless for them. Nothing interesting or exciting. JJ is so poor that they even have to charge people for catching fishes or some other games in the PD block. Argh, didn't got to catch the full cheerleading stuffs anyway, heard that it was very nice. I heard from my friend that JJ even got complained for having poor service. Some ushers just neglect the students and leave them alone wandering. LOL. Poor kids. Anyway I find the open house just a small attempt to raise funds for the sch by cheating these small kids. I myself being a JJcian find it so shameful.
Went to Kbox immediately after helping out in the open house. Girls, as expected by the guys, didn't come for the kbox in the end. Nevermind, at least we guys have our own privacy in the singing room and we can do whatever we want. Jack didn't came as he was having a curfew, Freddy, well i guess hes just not interest in singing with us. Why? God knows.
Oh crap, we felt that we have got scammed after we saw the bills. Total amount for the bills was 106 bucks which was around 17.50 bucks for each person, while the person at the reception told us the student amt for kbox was 12 bucks ++. Well, better take note of this ++, this ++ can add up to a huge sum of money. Working at Seoul Garden in the past i seen many of these customers gave the feeling of being scammed look when they saw the bills. The assorted tidbits was made up of some gold or whatever shit. They charged 1 small cup of tibits for 5 bucks each, and we had 3 cups which meant that added up total 15 bucks. Scammed.
We really had fun in the kbox anyway, everyone faces were so happy and cheerful, playing around in the room, messing and screwing our voices up etc. We sang our last song ''TUO DIAO'' to end off everything. Attempted to gang Darryl and strip his clothes off. Practically everyone just got too high and start to strip each other clothes. Then the next thing i saw was broken glasses and drinks flying towards my directions. Lucky i wore long pants or i gonna have many cuts on my legs. We broke 3 glasses of cup. We tot that we gonna get screwed and got ready to pay for those cups. But thank that they didn't. Kbox is just earning too much money anyway. 3 cups is nothing compared to the revenue they are earning everyday.
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That night i was also trying hard to settle down to arrange a meeting for my group. Basically we have not done anything yet, no rehearse just some slides being done with. Yeah I know i just cant get a full attendence. People were like their free days from Sat to Sun and vice versa. Well, I decided to put the day on Sat since everyone claims that they have time on Sat. Ok, so the day of the meeting is settled.
Next thing is the venue, I asked all my members whether any of their house is available for the meeting, as we need another computer to do other stuffs and it is inconvenient for us to do it in a quiet place as we need to practise our speech for the presentation.
None of them, including me, said their house is avaliable. Yeah everyone has their own reasons, including me.
Next time i asked was give me a suggested place to do our work.
All the replies was, " You are the leader, you decide yourself".
Ok fine, so i suppose everyone is fine with everything. I choose Parklane TSC as i couldn't find a suitable place, really spent many mins racking my brains to choose an ideal place. Furthermore i seen Clara's group at TSC doing their PW and i felt that it was a good place since there are also free Internet access.
So what was the replies i got? Oh its so far and inaccessible, why do u should such a place blah blah blah. Oh what the fuck is wrg man all say fine with anything then start complaining when i select a place for them. Think its easy to choose a place ah, y don't u guys be the leader instead. All u know is complain complain, wanting your own way, cannot give in to each other ah. U all smart u all suggest a place lah ccb.
Look at freddy's reply: " And u choose a place that is neither here or there."
Even Hoe Han was pissed off when he look at the sms as he was going back home with me from kbox. He told me to write Freddy back that Heaven and Hell is neither a place here or there. I didn't intended to send that back, i was hesitating. Should i sent back this to him? I was too softhearted. Anyway my sentiments just made mi send this sms back.
Yea as expected he replied he don't wanna come anymore.
Wan Jun then replied that she cannot make it due to her commitment, I guess its because of SJAB.
Called Ms chan, I told her all my problems, agreed to put the meeting at JJ sch computer lab. Yeah i know i'm just imcapable, but i have no choice.
Jeanette called me again that she cant make it coz she got group service. Well, screwed, she cant pospone or cancel the service, which lefts 3 of us.
Haix, are commitments really that important? I really don understand. COMMITMENTS COMMITMENTS COMMITMENTS. Since the beginning of PW its commitments taking priority over PW. Oh well, what can i say? I cant force them to go. Someone please enlighten me, I don't have my own commitments? I can use the time to do something else ok? Isn't that commitment?
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Have I done the right thing? Yeah, maybe i have done the right thing. I seems be the only guy in the class tolerating him and given him many chances even though his actions really pissed me off. Yeah he claims that he don't deserve any respect. In the first place, did he even wanna earn our respect from him? Yeah, hes can be a nice guy, but his actions and immature thinking just make people cannot stand him. Did he changed yet? I'm sure the answer is no. So whats so nice to spread everyone's personal things and secrets around to the whole world Freddy? What things have u achieved from that? Spreading things around when people don't like it? Big mouth huh? Can't wait to see people get pissed off or unhappy thx to your mouth? Talk talk talk. Debate team big fuck? Your English is good so u can use those sophisticated language to insult me whenever we end up quarrelling? Im alrdy sick of arguing with you, don't u realised that i have been tolerating your insults and yr criticism everytime in PW? Yeah you may not even know what you have done, but people ard me know coz they know this is Freddy. What else can they do? Yeah I agree with classmates that u are just lucky that u are in JC or u would have got beaten up by other people somewhere else. Class 06A01 is not isolating you anyway, we just want u to change your fking attitude towards us. You are just thinking too much. Go and reflect on yourself boy before u put the blame on us.
so come on, tell me.
