Went wif han and jerome for watch ASEAN finals.
2 bucks just to watch that match.. definetely worth it.
The atmosphere was so high lahz, kinda almost went crazy over there.
Singapore played well, sad for those who placed their bets on Thailand.
Especially those uncles beside us supporting Thailand just to win their bets.
Now i'm back late with my neck kinda distorted.
Guess i didn't slept properly while i'm on the bus.
I think gonna collapse in another 15 mins time.
Wont be doing my hw anymore.
Nights.

I'm truly holy but n-now I'm

Confined to this ground

Invisible life

Woah this is another day i came home late.
I didn't go for training at all, used ouap rehersal as an excuse.
Anyway the rehearsal sucks lahz.
Kinda feel that i'm being dump aside after helping them doing the sai kang.

Spent the whole late aftn and night trying to learn origami from hanqing.
I'm such a retard at doing these stuffs.. spent 4 hrs + and i still can't get things right.
Made hanqing stayed wif me till 8+ in sch.
In the end i even gotta ps him. So sorry.

Went to JP with my og planning com guys.
Its so cute to watch them eating each other's food.
Crapped and gossiped a lot...
Didn't know they were that good.

If tomorrow never comes. Family bbq ytd!
Took over the shift of the ogls preparing in the aftn rain.
Hmm.. y is family 5 only the family doing the sai kang?
Was so busy helping out doing the preparation.
Didn't really got chance to interact.
Or maybe i just don't feel like interacting?
Leave me alone.

Went back home so late.
Just when we need cabs, they are not around.
30 bucks for a ride home with ber and clara.

Went to hui x2 house late for Borak.
Was chatting with half-emo ahsoon this aftn.
Our class still loves u. =)
Sounds so wrg, half of the class watching borak tgt.. heh.
Anyway borak is not that interesting or amusing to me.
Just me.

Let me climb up to the top of the mountains and scream my lungs out. Piang.
Been sleeping on my com for the whole week.
Curse FATIGUE.

My dirty little secret. Pathetic me.
I'm kinda starting to struggle with my work.
Thanks for zhiliang whom help me with the maths i owned teacher many ago.

I'm still sick for PC.
But running 5km today was no kick!
Yeah! Improved stamina!

OG22 dinner dragged to 8pm.
Pastamania!
Our og really siao lohz... everyday meet up so late in sch.
Despite scolding from their parents.
I like it!
Og22 rocks!

Hmm...
2 important events I'm left to handle next wk.
OUAP Presentation.
Love Fiesta Booth. Sick Sick Sick.

Am i always that weak?

Thought everything was just fine in sch till evening.

Haix, I'm so sorry Og22 for ya efforts.

Its my fault.

I'm sorry.

Guiltified.

Every sigh makes me grow older a day. Made my way back home, saw my pc still on.
So suan bian blog...
Sentosa was really cool...
Everyone had fun.
I feel like i am like a j1 playing around with them.
And we got our suprise from our campers!
They had present for all of the ogls.. so sweet.
They really spent a lot of time doing them...
I was with sch almost everyday with them.
They got compliments from Mrleow that og22 is da best!
Even Tommy was touched by them when they stay up late at night everyday to do the presents.
I'm too touched.
I love og22.

Went to vivo to support jj!
Garden of eve!
Me and quikun looks so weird to be the only ones waving our banners frantically.
Mass dances!
Waited for our campers who were involved as motivaters for supper.

Eileen was not feeling well, had to sent her home.
But end up everyone is leaving home to catch their last train.
So qiukun brought my bag home. ( My wet clothings r still inside)
Me and yvonne was stuck in redhill with no train.
Brought her to find Sing Kiat who was waiting for her with her bag.
So sweet, such a gentlemen.
Ended up the 3 of us were stuck at je.
Took a cab, Yvonne got home, I got to stay at Sing Kiat's house for the night.
So sad, his room has no reception, i made ppl wry for the night.
His room is so Freezing cold, just like JJ's 5 star hotel.
And Singkiat doesn't even need a blanket.

Ok, now i'm back home, really need a break.
I feel so weak and tired, didn't had dinner ytd.
Goodnite. Went sg indoors stadium wif han,jerome and hweeying to support singapore!
I think that we were the only jc students who went there.
Kinda got scammed.. paid 10 bucks for the grandstand seats due to the drizzle.
The ref was biased, i should say.
Anyway it was interesting to see typical singaporeans jeering at the indonesians.
Though thats a quite mean.
The experience of an spectator is just fabulous.


Been coming back home very late this week.
Am i busy?

Ouap outing still rocks, though its always the same ppl who went.
Gonna finish my presentation this friday, doubt i can make it.

Hanging out with my beloved og these days.
Seems like they are giving us a suprise...
But I always happened to be there while they are working on it.
Seems like im spoiling their plan.. haha.

My og girls claimed that i have made their life miserable.
Just because of... ?
I'm so confused.

This sat outing kindas have flaws inside.
Seems like some people can't make it.
Well, there's always another outing waiting!

My ogls mates seems to be so busy these days with their sch stuffs.
Hope that they can catch up with their work. =)
Now i'm the only one slacking.

Kinda guilty for not attending training today.
I admitted that i don't feel like going partly.
But consultations ended late.
At least me and han did our persoanl training for make up for it today...

Weird that many J1s like to call me Sam.
Nicholas a.k.a Sam Woot!
Guys shopping spree!
I was the only jc ppl around with them, and so qiao i was the only guy who wore a different colour shirt whereas everyone wore black!
I should have got more time to work.
Looking at these ppl spending money endlessly, temptation got onto me.
And it was due to peer pressure that i finally got a crumpler bag!
179 bucks... Not cheap ok.
And that mh got the same bag as me... gonna look even gay.
Anyway that bag was out of stock. So gonna get it during other weekdays.
I need resources. I need money.

Hmm... Many have been questioning me why i put mass dance for sentosa outing.
Haha... Dancing at sentosa very paiseh?
Seriously i forgot most of the dance steps.
But try lahz. Should be fun ok OG22?
If u all don't wan tell me, i will strike it off. =) Its a hectic day everyday.
Been slping on my computer once everyday i reach home.
Sleeping on tutorials...
Not completing my work...
Doubt i gonna survive in j2. bleh. Hmm.
An evil side of myself finally surfaces.
I know i'm mean.
I seemed to be playing around with friendship.
But I myself don't wish for that to happen.
Been feeling very irrational these days.
This guilt...
I am truely sorry to ppl around me.

I didn't know its so Fragile. Boring sch days!!
Bored of hw.
Bored of lectures.
Bored without weijian!
Bored of... Unbreakable

Was reading thru shanzi's blog, literally cry and laughing too. Haha.
Thanks a lot shanzhi! =)

I forgot that Ms Lum smsed me during the camp for the report.
Seems lyk Sally and I are in deep shit.

Family 5 OG 22 Unite!
































Hmm, back from the ogl camp.
I have brought back nothing actually, just memories.
Great campers i had, seriously.
Had a hard time seriously, stress i should say.
Dancing on stage...
Controlling emo webs...
Bonding ppl tgt...
I know that i have kinda failed being my ogl.
I almost could'nt get my campers to get off from their cliques.
That's the only thing that really make mi worry throughout the camp.
But i'm touched to see a bonded OG22 once and for all.
Cheers for them.

Feel so sorry for them that we failed to finish our presents for them.
Our Og is the only og that the ogls went slping away after the JJ night.
Pigs, we are.

Weird batch of campers we have.
Always feeling so high.
They can't get emo.
Always creating fun around.

I don't wanna get emo.
I hate being emo myself.
But this is me.
I shed during the debrief.
I can finally feel the sacrifices and pain my ogls had done for me.
I should thank them one day.

Lastly, should thank all my ogls mates who worked with me over these 4 days.
The camp was short, some of us lost our voices alrdy on the 1st day.
We had only 1 experienced Ogl here.
We stumbled and fall, but we had gave in our all.

Its fate that brought everyone together.
Cherish it.
Don't lose it. Hmm... Was doing some reflections.
Suddenly felt that me and my ogl mates r like buay gam.
Don't know why i had this feeling.
Maybe the problem lies with myself... i'm just being quiet after all.
I felt like i am just a robot being actived and start to cheer and go high.
A robot with no brain and feelings... Its gonna be the 1st day of sch in another few hrs time.
Gonna report at 6am ?!
I am slacking in my og.
Clara is doing most of the og stuffs for us.
Yet I am still hanging around outside late at night...
Good luck to all ogls! Lets Rawk the campers!

Oh no study please?







Dawn at Sentosa 1/1/2007


Went with Sally for countdown 2007.
Manage to caught the last cable car.
While ppl were counting on land, we were counting on air!
This is too interesting for a place to countdown at, got to see fireworks from both Esplande and Vivo.
Unforgettable memories... lolx.
I quitted my job.
So went tonning in Sentosa for the whole night.
A whole new experience sleeping on the beach!
What a good start in 2007.
Think about the past, and start a new resolution.
Sally is gonna collapse working full shift the next day. Gg for her.

Now i understand,
I always spoil the mood of the ppl when i go out wif them.
I have the sian and boh chup face.
I have the face that tells ppl I don't appreciate what they do for me.
But I do.

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ex-lasallian
ex-dunearnite
ex-jjcian

A proud member of 06A01.
Life sucks, for who i am.

Dreams that are unreachable,
when will they come true?
My fears...
Get rid of them all.

Get in uni, before i kill myself.
Taller, like the trees are.
Shooting stars, just like the everyday sunrise.
More time to spend, it's limited.
Rich, enough to spend all my wants.
Happiness.

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