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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 12:46 AM:
What a solemn day.
I didn't expect things to happen like this.
I know it's my fault for asking a favour for you to go out wif me.
I know it's my fault for just ans someone's call lahz.
I'm sorry.
But u chose to ignore me.
U made me feel like an idiot talking to myself that day.
Fine, since u chose that path. All the best.
so come on, tell me.
Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 8:28 PM:
SHIT.
More ppl are calling me a retard.
I know i react a bit slow lahz.
No need to go to this extend right.
Thanks ah to those ppl in my class de keep calling me a retard.
Now i am just like one.

Someone please remove you from my memory.
so come on, tell me.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 8:05 PM:
Shrugs.
Got back my results slip.
See a lot of Soviet Union and United States.
I'm failing 2 h2s this time.
Am i still gonna make it?

Went to Clark Quey in my sch shirt and shorts.
I looks so weird among everyone.
Anyway the shops in Central is almost all open there.
Check it out, its cool. Feels just like a maze.

Feels so bad to pangseh qiukun to sent melvin off at the airport today.
Anyway too bad lahz... who ask her never answer all my calls. Haha.
Haiz, so sad melvin is leaving to study for Aus.
I wanna study in Aus too! But fat hope.
Anyway All da best man, see ya on Dec!
so come on, tell me.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 9:54 PM:
Maths test was juz a mock.
To think i even wanted to mug the whole night.
But luckily not.

Supposed to come home early today.
Such a rare occasion that there is no training.
But went clementi to had dinner with ed,ber,spas.
Made me slp in the lib for the whole aftn.
Think i just can't manage my time well.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 11:54 AM:
History seminar ytd at CJC.
The campus rocks.
JJC is nth compared to their campus.

Went to celebrated esther's 18th birthday wif class.
Went around town and just to eat eat eat.
I see a big hole in my pocket now.
Bleh.
Anyway happy birthday esther!
so come on, tell me.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 9:30 PM:
Sometimes i just wanna be perfect.
so come on, tell me.
Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 11:31 PM:
Gym.
I don't see the need for myself to go for gym lahz.
Y do i have to train myself so hard for? When i can enjoy life now?
Well i will have enough of those muscles training in NS...
I feel that i'm just not suited to go gym.
I'm short.
It wouldn't be nice to have muscles as big as those ppl who are much taller than u.
My muscles are just proportionate enough, so no gym for now.

I wanna be strong, not the strongest.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, March 18, 2007 @ 10:29 PM:
If I were a flower, then now I'd be a bud
I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets
so come on, tell me.
12:03 AM:
I just like that feeling.
so come on, tell me.
Friday, March 16, 2007 @ 2:44 PM:
Back from chalet.
Da fun was there, but few ppl went.
But that means more space on the bed! (esp. gab)



Bad luck this year.
Every gamble made me lose more money.
Gotta control myself this time.

AH.
I can't believe shang proudly mentioned wht he and xk had done to me in his blog!
so come on, tell me.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 4:40 PM:
K just a short entry before i go for chalet...
Its extremely late though... think juz chup in for bbq for today.

Heh, i just realise bitch refers to a female dog!
I'm so slow man.
So was "nu gouing" with the vball ppl about ppl in JJ after training.
Thats so mean though.. haha.
so come on, tell me.
12:04 AM:
Imagine training in such an ambigious weather.
Rain and stop alternative for 3 or 4 times.
End up cleaning the court repeatively.
God is playing with us.
Go ahead and crush us.

Man. I lost my black love fiesta shirt.
Where can i buy 1 now.
Argh, its so irritating.

Chalet's tml.
My whole wk of holiday is occupied now.
Will i be able to finish my sch work?
Or can i even manage to get started 1st...
so come on, tell me.
Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 1:31 AM:
Didn't went for sentosa outing today.
Haha, such a sad thing that i got to know ytd.
After all it's still my fault for not attending the meetings.
Volleyball.

Ouap outing today... and i was the organiser this time.
Same usual group turned up. So guilty that elaine was not informed.
Planned to meet at 4, but i came at 4.45.
While the rest were even late.. came at 5.30.
Sally was exceptional.. poor her haha.

My 1st movie of 2007:
Pursuing Happiness

Not that a great movie after all.
But it made me almost shed into tears.

<3
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 11:38 PM:
Yeah.
I think i haven been aslp for nearly 30 hrs.
Went tonning wif sin wei at airport ytd.
Think her plane is flying off at this time.
Bon voyage! HAHA.
Miss-es.
so come on, tell me.
Friday, March 09, 2007 @ 6:06 PM:
SHIT. Gonna be late.
JJ night in another 1 hrs time.
so come on, tell me.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 9:30 PM:
Screwed my hist test today this time.
To think i had an evening nap this time.
Guess i just don't have the stamina to mug in midnight anymore.
Argh.

Postings out.
JJ arts 13, JJ science 14.
Cool man, arts is dominating the sch.

Sadly speaking,
The moments I enjoyed with my OG.
Has all turned into memories.

I'm Emo, NOT.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, March 04, 2007 @ 12:09 AM:
Piang!

3307.

Too random to be read.
so come on, tell me.
Friday, March 02, 2007 @ 8:30 PM:
Seriously, my blog is super inactive over these few weeks.
Been posting and leaving the blog aside without replying tags.
And now i don't even have the time and strength to get onto the computer nowadays.

My A level results today was so fricking screwed.
Practically ignored everyone who approached me.
Even how atrocious my chinese is... but at least not an E ?
My 1st A level results and a demoralising one.
Retake?
I see joys and laughter over grades E s or D s.
I see crys and sadness over grades B s and C s.
Argh. God save me.

Ponned the stupid civil defence talk today.
Compulsory? Sorry i don't have the mood.
See no reason to go there when my heart and mind is not there.

Stayed back to chat wenxiu, sally and elaine in sch after they got their results.
Long time since we done that.
They were all planning for their future route... while i'm still stuck in the crossroads.
Their words of advice are pushing me down the cliff of the mountain.
Gonna try to heed these advices, anyway i have 3 tutors now. Bleh.

Fudge.
I don't wanna waste 2 yrs.
I wanna get into Uni.

I'm so irritated these days.
Bad to worse.
How I wanna wash my hands off everything and walk away empty handed.

Tormented.
so come on, tell me.
Reach my prismic soul.
I AM
Nick/Nigger/Nichlause/Nicole/SantaNic
19.12.89

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one89sg@msn.com
ex-josephian
ex-lasallian
ex-dunearnite
ex-jjcian

A proud member of 06A01.
Life sucks, for who i am.

Dreams that are unreachable,
when will they come true?
My fears...
Get rid of them all.

 

Unconditional Desires.
Get in uni, before i kill myself.
Taller, like the trees are.
Shooting stars, just like the everyday sunrise.
More time to spend, it's limited.
Rich, enough to spend all my wants.
Happiness.

The endless connections.
ahjing ahying ashley chinglee denise edmund eileen emily esther freddy guanzhou jack minghao jerome qiaoxuan ruiqin sabrina sayhoe serkee sharon shawn shirley suanwoo val weijian wenyan xiaoqian xiuhui gabriel clara teo clara chua jessie shangzhi phebe weiru jessie toh andy hweeying xueer

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