Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @ 9:47 PM:
When will be the day when i will be able to come home early?
I'm too "tired" of the training over the wks, though training is super relax.
The feeling just totally changed ever since i'm out of the sch team.
Just can't make up my mind whether should i cont coming for training.
I just don't like the feeling of being "extra" though it's not in fact.
It's really gives me the outcasted feeling though it's not in fact.
I can really do a lot of things with the extra time if i'm not gg for it.
But it feels so irresponsible of me if i do that.
So caught up.
Hasn't been paying any attention to the ppl around me.
I don't want it that way.
I'm so lost,
tired,
busy,
hurt,
listless.
so come on, tell me.
