Got to watch my 2nd movie of the year, spiderman 3! Haha. Toby Mc look so cool when he becomes evil, just not the way he is. Yeah, my seat is suppose to be at the back, but someone took my seat saying that her seat is taken and ask us to seat somewhere else. Had to move all the way to the middle row. But that's my seat lahz, ppl take yr seat yr problem still ask me to seat somewhere else. Insensitive.
Tongka Ali please! I need it to fight myself for the night! No matter how hard i study, facts just keep flowing out of my brain. Is there a hole in my brain? Guess i needa see a doctor, haha. Super bored at home, study is getting more unproductive. How How? Doubt i will manage to finish study my work in time.
I would be with u.
so come on, tell me.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 11:25 AM:
Ytd was not a productive day to study at all. Locked myself up in the room trying to squeeze the contents + case studies in my brain is really tiring and mentally draining. And now i think i have almost fogotten almost entirely what i have leant. Crap.
The guys were telling me their horrifying expereiences when they went for the medical checkup. The checkup was just a normal checkup actually, it was just the needles and the poking that made the whole thing so dreadful. I wasn't there,but what i was told was that was han was yelling when his skin got tored by the needle and he had to do it 2 times, zhiliang was crying in pain and freddy had excessive bleeding. This is so sick man, i don't wish any of these cases will happen to me. At least they have companion to encourage each other while they are doing the test, while i'm going alone!
Was watching the campus superstar auditions, was laughing like mad. Saw a guy wearing my secondary sch uniform on the auditions. The way he sing is super funny lahz. I think hes gg to be popular in the sch for having such a courage to stand there and sing without afraid of being embarassed.
Till now i still havn't watched spiderman 3, and the timeslots are getting lesser. How come they wanna remove the movie so fast? Its not yet 1 month yet, haix.
Is believe and trust the same?
I'm lost.
so come on, tell me.
Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 9:21 AM:
Been a long time since i went shopping to town... with my parents. I think the last time i did that was when i was sec 1? The feeling is kinda weird, I feel myself as an adult suddenly as i walked along the streets of orchard. I feel the pressure to buy things quickly which was not like me as i like to take my time to buy my stuffs. There are hundreds or thousands or "similar" consumer goods all over Singapore. Why for buy things i don't really like and regret when u see a better one days after...
Sis just came back from Malacca. The whole family was so quiet during the days when she's not around. But she should have gone for the JJ west camp la, it would be much fun for her i suppose. Anyway there maybe another overseas trip for her to australia next yr. Haha, i should say that being young always feel privelleged.
OK, the rest of the guys of 06A01 are now are CMPB doing their ns medical checkup, except for me. Haha, blame it on myself for procastinating, my fear of needles.. haha. Nicholas is weak. Think i gonna use this day as a headstart to mug!
Its really sad to see my friend loses a good friend. He has changed, be is because of his relationship or not. If it is, then he's some loser who is under control of his girl. Guess i can't do anything much since he wants it that way. Just wash yr hands off this and carry on with yr life.
Give me a second to hold on.
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 11:21 PM:
Great Singapore Sales are out.
Guess i don't have time to shop any shit, maybe doing it tml.
Everyday just fly past like . . .
One sec before u were enjoying the moments.
Another sec after u have to it let go and await for another week.
Time is so selfish.
so come on, tell me.
10:16 AM:
Ytd was the last day of sch! Feel so relax, or maybe not, this is just our study break. Will i finish studying my work on time, when schedule is kinda tight on week 2? This lefts me with only 2 weeks left to study. Doubt i can't even stop and take a break. Frankly speaking, i think i'm the slowest in the class, i need more time to understand things compared to people like Hoehan or Wanjun. And once i slack, huh die, i doubt i can kick myself up again. But i will keep on trying hard.
So tired and lethargic these days. Guess it's due to the accumulated hours slping at 2 each day.
I wanna get started.
so come on, tell me.
Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 10:18 PM:
Sch ends "early" at 2 today. So practically the whole aftn was playing sports as this is the last day for where we gonna have our free games in pc. Played touch rugby in the hot scorching sun, where i backed out after a few round before i got a heat stroke. Till now, my body is still feeling hot as uncomfortable as i'm typing now.
Went to the blk 543 just outside our sch where our class had our block catching here. Haha, my 1st time playing though, no childhood, and i pretty suck at it. The 1st round i was disqualified as i stepped out of the hdb blk, how stupid. The 2nd time hui hui and i were the catchers, and for the whole game i only manage to catch zhi liang in the game. I didn't even see the others for the rest of the game, and huix2 caught the rest, what a noob i am haha.
If i would have known, i should have gone for the investiture. Bump into pearlyn quite a few times in sch today. She must have been quite upset she got the tiks for all her ogls but none of us went . I feel so irresponsible for agreeing to come for the investiture today, it's so rude not to attend it that when you are invited by someone. I never so bad and guilty.
I made a terrible mistake, just because of my selfish reasons.
My W550i is falling apart. Such a fragile phone, hope that the it can still be serviced.
so come on, tell me.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 8:19 PM:
Went to CMPB to change my ns appointment date which was suppose to be on the day that i had my GP exams. I was all alone trying to navigate myself wif only the small map i had, especially figuring what bus to take and finding the stupid entrance. Well i tot i could be rewarded by pushing the date back or putting the appointment date foreward after several negotiations at the reception, but turns up all slot was taken and i was offer the range of dates from 26/6 to 26/6. Stupid, do i even have a choice? Might as just tell me 26/6 is the only slot left. Oh, this means that i will have no sch on that day, haha.
Just got to know that there are actually many sweet things happening among the people of the class, no one actually knows. Guess i shall start keeping secrets too.
I'm always here.
so come on, tell me.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 11:40 PM:
Another day passed abruptly. Intensive trainings are over and you realised you had actually a lot of "free" time, and you feel so bored after sch ends when you are suppose to go back home and study hard your exams. But that is practically useless if going back home to study is your intention but when you reached home, you found out that you had actually been slping for the whole afternoon. Haha. I'm not saying that everyone does that, but that's just typical of me.
Time is just a irritant. Sometimes you think that u have a lot of time to waste, on the other hand, it suffocates you to death when u realised that it is just a split second to your exams.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 2:42 PM:
Went back home late at night, where esther was waiting for me at yewtee station to treat me donuts she got from donut factory. She was smiling to her phone all along as i got down the escalator, if i were a stranger i would have tot she was someone who is narcissistic admiring herself. But yeah, it's her future boyfriend msgs she is smiling too, but she was too unaware of the surrounding that she didn't even know i was so close behind reading her msges, u can see that she was totally obsessed wif her phone that she was totally unaware that i actually snapped a shot of her smiling on her phone for the past 10 mins.
The smile on her face, esther is in love! LOL.
And there she goes start yelling at me after i give her a sharp tickle on her back. But in the end i still got a treat from her, haha. The donuts are really nice. Thanks. Haha, yewtee ppl like me and huix2 really should feel privilleged to get nice treats from her often, as long as her scandaless boyfriend still remains in yewtee. We are just like leeches, cause the good stuffs always come to us before her besties. Haha.
so come on, tell me.
2:00 PM:
Went for a cycle at east coast ytd. A good thing time to relax and let off of all the stress and problems i have. Haha, once a week is really painful, though it is alrdy more than enough for me. How i wish time will never slip away from my hand. People start to treasure it only after they lose it. Let the wind blow away my thoughts like a kite, let the waves wash all my problems away..
Studies+friends+time+love = happiness.
But how far can love bring u to? Will it even last?
I can finally understand the joy of being single.
But no, i shall turn the tide, this will never cross my mind anymore.
Everything for your smile.
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 12:43 AM:
Sports meet. Owens kinda did very badly this year, compared to the past year. Just lyk a miracle had happen last year, owens was brought back to the last again. Such a sad thing that over the 2 years in my jc life i have never won any trophies or medals during the sports meet.
Well, thought that maybe owens could grasp a least a bronze for fartlek guys this year. Seriously i was so demoralised by the good runners during the previous events, but thank god i didn't manage to pull the team down by maintaining the same position after my run. Owens lost fartlek guys, but that doesn't mean we starting blaming ppl who pulled the team down, we blame ourselves for not running fast enough. Haha, Good sportsmanship, quote by jerome.
Almost fainted and vomitted when i finished my run, i knew i can't run well with my lack of slp, my brain is lacking of oxygen after 3/4 of my sprint. Haha thanks a lot gab and bobo for being around at that time, or i think i would have fainted without anyone knowing. Thanks for my class for the concern too, i'm alrite. =)
Don't stop, just run.
so come on, tell me.
Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 8:33 PM:
Practically mugged till late morning and today was fighting to keep myself awake. Hope my efforts have not become of a waste, though i don't think i gonna do well for this econs. But anyway this gives a good head start to study for my coming exams, and i gonna get used to it. But didn't know what addictive phone games can be too, played tennis on huix2 till my thumbs are quite painful now, haha. What a distraction, should make an effort to dump my phone away someday, and kick off my reliance on my W550i.
When is the day when guys would not dare to go home alone?
Some possiblilities,
-They need company, their bored
-Hungry ghost festival~~ ghosts??
-Afraided that they might be kidnapped by some strangers? Or maybe even s*d*m**ed.
Bleh, can't think of anymore reasons, maybe i will know the answer when that happens to me one day.
I'm being asked by ppl about the same qn time over time. I'm so sick of it, caused i can't give them an answer, and I can't seem to solve it. I am always being misunderstood, or maybe that is the way it is. Maybe one day my problems can be understood.
so come on, tell me.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 @ 12:45 AM:
Seen a tussle before?
A rough wrestle and scuffle between us, and it is what we class guys do around in sch during our free period. Seems stupid and ridiculous, but it the fun that brings all of us together. Yeah, since the past incident, things here are a much less violent to ensure that no one is hurt. So we found an empty lt2 during our breaks and did some scuffling on the stage. Haha just a few bunch of childish guys trying to have fun, come to think of it, when is the next time you can have this kind of fun when you are out of the college?
All the fun we had. =)
PS: Kids don't try this at home.
so come on, tell me.
Monday, May 14, 2007 @ 8:10 PM:
Anyone willing to let this poor "lion" out of the cage?
Freddy trying to prove his innocence, making Hui X2 seems very disturbed.
So bored in sch, so just took some snaps to remember the class happening events everyday. This is 06A01, where entertain never fails to bring in from everyone which contributed to the laughter and joy in the class whether by doing some funny stuffs or actions. Without 06A01, maybe life in jc won't be that great after all, without such great friends, i may be some loner who studies in sch like some nerd after all. As for the guys , we
studied, play, bath, fooling around, mocking at ppl and doing idiotic stuffs together since the past year. Our class may be just a small number of 15 , but thats what bring everyone together as a class. Everyone had different characters and backgrounds, but still we are able to accomodate each others differences, being the fact that everyone of us in the class are chinese. It just feels so privilege to be in this class. I
simply love it.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, May 13, 2007 @ 9:11 PM:
Insensitive me. How i wish i can be more understanding towards people. I'm not what i used to be thoughtful anymore. Y can't i think twice before i do anything rash. This is not what i want. I'm such an useless and dumb arss. I've never felt so much pain inside me. I don't wish to touch anything now, I can't even bring myself up to study. I'm damn EMOing now, ignore me, just wanna confide myself in this blog.
I am not the best, but the worse.
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 9:39 PM:
Happy birthday to my dear Sis! 14 years old now, still acts lyk a small kid, so "快高长大" ! Falling on a birthday during the exams period is so suay, can't really celebrate much. So the Decemblets are still da best! But staying young, u won't see problems or any other difficulties in life. You are still as innocent and naive as ever. How envious!
so come on, tell me.
Friday, May 11, 2007 @ 10:48 PM:
1stly, my consoledences for our principal Mr Koh's mum who pass away ytd afternoon.
2ndly, I'm experiencing large deficits, my resources are becoming scarce and they are unable to sustain to my large need of demand. =X
3rdly, I'm experiencing threat and fear as A levels is just 5 mths ahead!
so come on, tell me.
Thursday, May 10, 2007 @ 8:26 PM:
Seriously speaking, i don't know why am i still feeling so tired in sch today even though i had more than sufficient slp the whole of ytd afternoon. And i can't seem to kick the habit of slping in the afternoon, who knows i gonna fall alsp during my A levels paper. Touch wood, lol.
Can't stand this, there is no properly air-conditioning in the classrooms, especially when the weather these days are dry and hot. No air-con during 8-9 in the morning is still acceptable. But in the afternoon when the the weather get so hot and the air-con is not functioning properly or not turn on really sucks. It just gets u dozing off while listening to lessons or lecture in such an enironment.
The LL field trip today was kinda fun ah, though i been to the singapore river and other CBD areas quite a few times, but it just brings a new experience when u go with the class. Its just bonds the class together again and leave the past behind. And after the field trip we had a class dinner at a korea restaurant. Kinda ex though, gonna start saving money for my sis's bd and mothers' day.
Ha, played a pranked on huix2 on our way home wif freddy. My acting was bad but at least it was good enough to make her believe that i really left her phone on the train. What a joke. =)
There for you.
so come on, tell me.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 11:19 PM:
Spent a few hours to arrange my whole desk which was piling up wif my J2 work since the starting of the year. The work is taxing enough to kill me, and on a second thought i wonder, will i be able to make it through the A levels?
Stress.
so come on, tell me.
Monday, May 07, 2007 @ 5:08 PM:
Weeks before when the weather was raining heavily days and night, now has fluctuate to an extreme hot and dry weather. Don't think i gonna slp and study well in such a weather. Wonder how am i going to prepare for tml's maths and history test. But nvm, i will make it through.
Many events really happened today. My finger had a cut by the lecture door when freddy tried to slam at it. I don't blame anyone for that anyway, just feel so irritated when my blood just wont drop dripping at my crumpler.
So there was a "tussle" between the guys before our extra tutorial. I won't say whether he's beening too biased to target me often but still i am the one of them who is involved in this. Yeah, the oldest guy in the class gets to bully the youngest guy in the class seems logical, when i seem to the the least threatening to people compared to the others in class.
Anyway I don't blame Freddy for that as he was treated too unfairly by the rest. Looking at the way he was being beaten up by yoga mats, the number of times his specs flew off, the times where he was pushed back when he wanted to retaliate, we were just crossing the limit. Yeah it was suppose to be juz a small tussle, no one expected things to turn to violence from mats to fists, and most of us know that he was physically and emotionally hurt. I have not been involved in any fights but the feeling that turns from a fool around game to a fight is definetely scary. Still I have to apologise to him for being indirectly involved.
Peace out guys.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, May 06, 2007 @ 12:39 AM:
Damn, i suspected that there is a wisdom teeth growing at the lower right jaw of my mouth. After reading many articles abt on the internet my speculation seems to be right. I hope i am still wrg though. Even if it is it better don't cause any problem to my mouth. Argh i hate this, i just wanna be self denial.
Unable to face the reality.
so come on, tell me.
Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 6:33 PM:
Whew, another long day that is gonna drain me out soon. 3 hours of econs extra tutorial in the aftnoon is not productive at all, especially for my case where i tend to lose my attention easily. But at least i was awake listening during the 1st 2 hours, but was distracted most of the time too. Haha.
Well, i came for the econs lessons later than the guys whom alrdy arrived. I didn't know what actually happened among them freddy was being bullied, and i was blamed for some reason as i was laughing. But looking at the way he sms me and curse during econs i can't stop laughing for no reason as i just can't understand why am i the only person that he will vent his anger on me all the time? And there he also claims Darryl as his perfect man, bleh. Do i look so nice to be flamed as hoehan and jerome looked fearful to him? Anyway i really have to sympathise him as he was made as the joke of the day. =)
so come on, tell me.
Thursday, May 03, 2007 @ 10:24 PM:
Seems like my W550i is well-liked by everyone in the class. Every since i played WormsFort3 in LL out of boredom, from Darryl to Freddy and eventually everyone is addicted to it. Since then my phone is always on the hands of other people and the battery always goes flat when the phone is returned to me. Guess i need to start brining a charger in sch.. Is that game really that nice? It gets boring while the more u play it, i rather play gunbound which i last touched it 2 years ago.
My body feels so uncomfortable when i was running the eight rounds on the track. I just gave up and started walking on the track, can't really bother to push myself to move on. I even skipped one round as i decided to cheat, along with 2 other trackists which encourage me to do so. Bleh. Yeah but i think i would have just collapse if i were to run the last round. Anyway i'm not gonna do that anymore.
It was suppose to be a great day today, but i guess its not really that great after all.
so come on, tell me.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 8:42 PM:
Woah, i felt that i am some kind of pig today. I am suppose to wake up at 5.30 from and aftn nap but i went up slping till 8+ until my mum had to shake me up. Well, my life can't seem to move on with this habit of slping.. lessons are getting dry as usual and you see that your free time is getting lesser each day, while here i am slping my life away. I want my happiness.
Whats wrg wif my phone number, these days ppl with all sorts of people have been calling my phone and looking for the wrg person. Am i the bangla or some auntie that they are looking for? Oh get the shit out of my life.
GP lesson today was kinda slpy today due to the videos screened for us. So i did something stupid and snapped a shot of the guy slping beside me.
Whose this here?
so come on, tell me.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @ 9:22 AM:
Well, i'm supposed to blog ytd. But was too tired from ytd that i slpt almost 12 hrs till this morning. Ytd was unlucky, me and darryl didn't not notice Mr Koh's presence as we were playing worms and there goes our ez-link card. We are suppose to come back with a hair cut by 6, and my lesson ends at 3.. which i can spent the whole day outside as today is a holiday.
So han suggested that the guys should all cut botak tgt, thats where the psycho comes in. Any way there was a controversial about my hair of my high forehead and the girls including Ms Lim were saying i shouldn't cut botak, while ppl like Freddy who were alrdy bald were telling that i look nice in any hairstyle. Darryl tries to convince the rest that he has a high forehead too but failed. So as the decision lies in my hand, the guys were still able to keep their hair.
Next me and darryl bought a big cheapo $1.05 scissors from value-dollar shop. This pair of scissors is used for veggies and now we are using it to cut our hair. So we went up the PD-block 4th floor where we had our hair-cut done by hoe han who trimed my fringe and jerome who trimed my back. Ha, a big thanks to both of them. Next, we used the projecter and took a small class photo. Bleh.
Ok enough the unhappy events ytd, today will be a better day...
so come on, tell me.
