Tuesday, July 24, 2007 @ 8:12 PM:
Sch is making me tired and tired each day, perhaps more stressful. Been spending too much money during sch these days on food, i suppose i should cut down my spending on food again and go on some budget savings. One important reason is because...
I have been pended to PES A! Though in the letter it did not stated my medical results, there must be something wrg with the CMPB to put such a fat me inside the A category, in which i have not been exercising for around 4 mths alrdy, ok other than the olympic dream run. I should have been just dumped to PES E.
My mood has been swinging frequently these days. I hate myself to lose my temper but i can't seem to control myself. After so long i'm too afraid to hear the same thing again and again. It just making me goes crazy but i can't seem to help myself. I shall learn not to pinned myself fully on something which may not happen anymore.
The smile was just there for a second.
so come on, tell me.
