Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 10:17 PM:
My 2nd book out! Not as glamourous as the 17 days confinement bookout day and the feeling is just normal now. What a good thing those pes c companies surrounding us are even booking out too on their adjustment period. Those pes c recruits all around us, some seem like their perfectly fine and they can do more than 20+ pull ups while on the extreme side are just... a handfull hopeless fatsos who can even do any exercise other than buddha clap and they just walk around slowly to meal house to eat eat eat without having a proper seat for themselves.
Well, what a great news over the week is that i managed to pass my IPPT diag test after slogging so much shitty effort for it, which means i won't get to confine over the weekends doing extra physical training! Having freedom out is what recruit see as the most precious thing. If i would to get confine, this means that i gotta book in and out 2 times per weekend which practically waste all of my time travelling to and forth. Still, i'm very disappointed with my results especially on my pullups and sbj, which the crucial factor is my weight.
The training schedule is so tight today that everyone hardly gets to rest, doing standby bed everyday or even twice a day, rushing for physical training and drills, especially in drill squad which makes things worse, and getting fcuk by the commanders for the whole damn day since morning. Lights not off during lights out, fidgeting, chatting on soc ground, sluggish mvt, stupidity these and that all sums up to the whole day of punishment. Hw bored can that be.
I tried almost all my obstacles on the soc ground and i still cant complete the low rope and swingtrainer after so much tries. These damn obstacles just makes my blisters worsen and with my present fats still around makes it impossible to complete it. The stupid ramps just makes my leg hurts. Ironically the jacob's ladder seems easier than expected which could be said the easiest obstacle of all. Anyway it's so obvious that i gonna fail soc anyway.
Enough of blogging, my head is nodding off.
so come on, tell me.