Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 9:36 PM:
Whew, i'm really going crazy after being confine in the stupid tekong for 17 days. I think i have started to lose my touchtyping momentum. NS is starting to make me feel stupid somehow, there's like no need for any brain thinking and all you need is listen and follow or get
fcuk. Simple. I simply got too much to say here, but i just can't type them out due to my stupidity. What that really bothers me is my 2 big contrast of skin tone with such an obvious shirt tanline. It's damn obvious especially since i just entered for merely 2 weeks plus and i just don't fucking know what will happen to me after 2 years. To makes things worse, i feel that my body is getting even heavier and bulkier each day.
Getting confined in the stupid tekong is really sickening and depressing. There are so rules and regulations as well as restrictions to certain thing that u can do. Confinement or in another word adjustment week takes only 2 weeks, but we are doing it for more than 2 weeks, 2 weekends, 2 sundays. I doubt no one in my jc class will ever understand this crazy feeling. And our company was the 2nd earliest to get enlisted and now we were the last to get book out in the night. And with this new stupid system, my coming bloc leave will be like only 5 days? This really sucks.
Haha, training over there was shag but managable somehow or another. Each morning i woke up thinking that i won't make it for the day but another moment i realised that i had ended the day with all these stupid trainings. Schedules were really kinda tied up, where trainings get be like 2 AGRs in a day. I could do anything there but not running which i hate it. And things that i have really regretted was growing fat during the A level period which made my combat fitness dropped drastically.
The feeling back in Singapore was so weird with all the cars on streets and civilians walking around and not marching. The first shopping mall i saw was the
new downtown east where the lightnings and decor made me felt like i was in australia. But too bad that that was not a reality. I'm just a soldier after all.
Adjusting to.
so come on, tell me.
