Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 2:10 AM:
Darn, so sad right up till now. My knees have still yet recovered from pain after a month and my status made me missed the route march for the sit test and in the end i was unable to participate anything. Thus for the last 3rd week of bmt i did nothing but all the shitty jobs, known as the saikang. And these shitty jobs are not easy after all, with all the heavy duties we have to perform for the sit-test and the minimum amount of sleep we get make us look even shagged out than the rest. The worse thing comes in with the snowball effect where the re-sit test next week clashes with the IPPT, BAC or even the live grenade throw. Doubt i ever get to pass out properly with all these imcomplete courses. Oh well, should i have known all these would happen i won't want to see the MO anymore.
CAN"T CATCH UP.
so come on, tell me.
Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 7:10 PM:
I've been devalued to a dollar lesser.
Edmund Koh GH.
so come on, tell me.
1:18 AM:
Back to blogging, been shagged out of field camp. It was just fortunate that i managed to survive thru the six days of hell. My knees are just numb from those pain after 4 weeks, and i gotta see the medic before my sit test comes in this coming thursday. Still, it wasn't as hell as i expected though there were some casualties among the company. BUt well, i don't care less since it's alrdy over now and there goes around 3 weeks more before i pass out from bmt.
It was a tough way getting back home, especially i couldn't contact anyone ytd and after today i realised that my family is at malaysia and i gotta do all the cleaning shit alone. But well, it's better now since they are back home. Didn't make any plans for today initially but ended out there was kinda a mini A01 outing with at area around river valley rd for dinner and dessert. How great, another nice day spent off. Guess it won't be such nice if vesak day wasn't on the following day.
The 6 days of crazy life.
so come on, tell me.
Friday, May 09, 2008 @ 8:53 PM:
What a shagged week again. Barely got any time to rest with the live range as well as the cocked up schedules. The live range 1st was super bored due whole afternoon doing nothing other than doing some clearing of live ammunition which dragged up to 2am plus. Night shooting was so fcuked where somehow everyone got screwed up over the shootings due to the poor maintenance. Rifle cleaning is god damn boring, cleaning the bloody rifle for 3 times along with my buddy's. Standby beds, i think we have alrdy done it for nearly 20 times. Knocking down on the floor all around the place, parade squares, bedrooms, staircases, lecture rooms.. nothing could be lesser than that. Every bookout is kind of madrush, playing around with us with the changing of bags to book out. Training schedules, i think the worse day was 60:120 , rifle PT, agr.
And i'm pretty SHAGGED off nOW.
Field camp is just next few days, and here i am everyday feel so insecure afraid that i may missed out some impt stuffs to bring. My army stuffs are so fcuked, or somehow i am destined to be the unlucky one. My field pack broke off on the route march, my torch bulb started to go bonkers recently, my waterbag got leakage and never got back after exchange, my LPV zip broke after zipping just a few times. I'll probably just die off in the fild camp like the sgts would tell us, and even so hearing what happened from the xiong coy in sch 1. I'm rethinking going into the command sch now, sgts are not that great after all. I just hate this.
Pithole.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, May 04, 2008 @ 5:48 PM:
I don't know why but i somehow felt so pathetic in terms of my academic and military life. It's so pathetic to see that even ntu doesn't want me and nor any replies from other schools yet. Should i have know i would have done a backup plans for my future too. Field camp is coming near, live range is just tml, and i got this feeling that i will screw up everything and unable to complete my last 24 klick route march. haiz, what should i do next?
Caught another movie with my cousin this afternoon, and it was some kiddy movie called nim's island or somthing. Seems so like childhood days watching fairytales again.
so come on, tell me.
12:40 AM:
Didn't been slping well for the past 2 days, though it was thought to be a relaxed period over the 2 days. The 1st night was horrible with 3 to 4 people coughing throughout the night and irritated everyone in the bunk. Training was more in the form of punishment, as people kept attempting to slack throughout the day. Nevertheless, the schedule planned was irritating, and we had like almost 10 heads out for the past hr while the platoon is resting after lunch. Stand by bed is so fcuk up, since the commanders like it so much. We had 3 stand by bed on the whole of friday and on the next day got fcuk by the commanders due to stand by bed again. SDC is just a waste of time where we did nth due to the late bus.
Argh, bad news. NTU doesn't want me into business. This is so fcuked up when i spent so much time on that application even going thru the process of an appraisal. I almost tore the acceptance letter when i saw that i was posted to economics. That made me emo on the fri night and my alarm clock woke everyone in my section up except for me the next morning.
Finally got to catch iron man at cathay today! What a great day it was with no RT on! It's a good thing that i managed to got on the good seats out of the whole damn occupuied seats in the theatre .
so come on, tell me.
