Sunday, May 04, 2008 @ 5:48 PM:
I don't know why but i somehow felt so pathetic in terms of my academic and military life. It's so pathetic to see that even ntu doesn't want me and nor any replies from other schools yet. Should i have know i would have done a backup plans for my future too. Field camp is coming near, live range is just tml, and i got this feeling that i will screw up everything and unable to complete my last 24 klick route march. haiz, what should i do next?
Caught another movie with my cousin this afternoon, and it was some kiddy movie called nim's island or somthing. Seems so like childhood days watching fairytales again.
so come on, tell me.