Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 5:34 PM:
AW, today gotta book back in camp. Getting an mc is so addictive, once u get it you just want it forever. XD Anyway though i'm recovering i feel weird all around my body. Part of my muscles are aching weirdly and i just can't stand the sight of it. Haix nvm, 2 weeks more to the end of the course and hopefully it passes at a blink of an eye. Anyway i got 6 weeks of light duties there means it's gotta get so boring with no physical training at all. Sian, gotta go prepare for book in now.
Mama Mia
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 9:10 PM:
Phew, finally at last i shall give myself a pat that this period of hell is finally over. No one in the hell knows how bad my condition was and i always thought i will be alright after seeing a doctor for such headaches and dizziness. Even i myself didn't know that for the past 2 weeks i actually had 3 times lesser blood than what normal people have, which turns me into a half zombie all the people like the ssc friends call it what "
yellow man" or some sort of weird shit.
So well, i went back to the camp half dead last wed hoping that the medical centre there would help me. But instead i got poked like **** there and was put on drip like some stupid faggot for the whole day and i still have to crawl my way back to the camp which is like 1 klick away. Anyway 1 klick stroll seem to be a easy feat, but in my condition i was alrdy panting like fk for every 20 steps i made, and i had i stop for 5 mins to rest to continue. So, well i deserved to be landed into the hospital on my next visit to the centre 2 days after i came back. At least they found out whats wrg with me finally.
5 days stay in CGH, wasn't a pleasant stay at all, even though there were some distractions with some
jokers around in the hospital. Even now so i'm freak out on every needle i see knowing that they will get it poked into my veins some day. My virginity is
over with 3 stranger's blood flowing inside my body. But i owe it to them since they saved my life, haha. Hopefully i'm alrite now, and it's been 2 weeks since i had any
nice food and i just can't wait to grab all of them to eat, but still that will take a while. Anyway i should deserved those with my 4.5 kg lost over this episode and now i'm almost comparable to freddy. =/ Haix, a few more days and i have to report back to the camp again and spend the last 2 weeks of the course. Oh well...
Thank you all of your visits, your care, concerrn for me through msgs, letters, cards, giftts, smses etc through my moment of hell.
Loves to all of u.
so come on, tell me.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 2:00 PM:
I'm soooo unwell.
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Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 5:23 PM:
Something is terribly wrg with me. It's such a rare oppurtunity that i have such a long weekends, but unfortunately i have to stay all the 4 days lying on my bed. The medicines that the doctor gave isn't working at all, and what i see myself in the mirror feeling pale and fainting. And if this migrane or fainting feeling goes on, i may have to get a jab or even do a blood test tml. I really want to go out rather than sticking my ass on the bed, but it seems like i can't even walk properly for more than a minute. This is fcuk up, how could this be happening to me.
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, August 09, 2008 @ 10:50 PM:
Happy 43th birthday Singapore! Aha singapore has aged another year but this year for me wasn't as happening as before as those years before in the pass where i used to hang around late in the night after watching the fireworks. It was supposed to have a class gathering today. But ended up everyone started pulling out leaving me alone with the 3 girls S.H.E for a simple dinner today. Haix, wouldn't it be just as wonderful if it was 2 years before..
For my SSC 7th week was a crazy week for me. I was struggling to prevent myself from falling sick while i was appointed the platoon ic for 4 damn days alrdy, and while aside from getting punished for every single apparent reason i gotta do things extremely faster than anyone else in order to push my man faster, and i have seen those really fcuked up people around. Ah, being my 1st time platoon ic was just a stress job be it in the day where i gotta put on a good show in front of all the sgts and in the night i gotta rush my work collating medical status slips from everyone. I think i would really breakdown if the weekends weren't here, hopefully i get my appointment changed pretty soon.
Responsibility sucks.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, August 03, 2008 @ 10:26 AM:
Week 5 have passed, now i'm offically halfway thru the course. This week was a damn slack week, practically learning how to tie ropes throughout the seamanship course. So we ended up having a timeless amount of standbys as we were idling too much. I finally got my 1st status, so for the whole week in excuse from running. But crap, the coming week will be a tough one and i gonna be the next appointed platoon ic. Hopefully everything gonna runs smoothly for me.
This period seems to have so much nice movies and i have been on the movie marathons every weekends trying to catch each and single of them. Haha, perhaps it's really a good way to kill time to rather then walking around aimlessly doing window shopping. Furthermore, my head has just been shaved again and the length was even shorter than the bmt days, making me feel even weirder whenever i walk around.
so come on, tell me.
