Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 9:10 PM:
Phew, finally at last i shall give myself a pat that this period of hell is finally over. No one in the hell knows how bad my condition was and i always thought i will be alright after seeing a doctor for such headaches and dizziness. Even i myself didn't know that for the past 2 weeks i actually had 3 times lesser blood than what normal people have, which turns me into a half zombie all the people like the ssc friends call it what "
yellow man" or some sort of weird shit.
So well, i went back to the camp half dead last wed hoping that the medical centre there would help me. But instead i got poked like **** there and was put on drip like some stupid faggot for the whole day and i still have to crawl my way back to the camp which is like 1 klick away. Anyway 1 klick stroll seem to be a easy feat, but in my condition i was alrdy panting like fk for every 20 steps i made, and i had i stop for 5 mins to rest to continue. So, well i deserved to be landed into the hospital on my next visit to the centre 2 days after i came back. At least they found out whats wrg with me finally.
5 days stay in CGH, wasn't a pleasant stay at all, even though there were some distractions with some
jokers around in the hospital. Even now so i'm freak out on every needle i see knowing that they will get it poked into my veins some day. My virginity is
over with 3 stranger's blood flowing inside my body. But i owe it to them since they saved my life, haha. Hopefully i'm alrite now, and it's been 2 weeks since i had any
nice food and i just can't wait to grab all of them to eat, but still that will take a while. Anyway i should deserved those with my 4.5 kg lost over this episode and now i'm almost comparable to freddy. =/ Haix, a few more days and i have to report back to the camp again and spend the last 2 weeks of the course. Oh well...
Thank you all of your visits, your care, concerrn for me through msgs, letters, cards, giftts, smses etc through my moment of hell.
Loves to all of u.
so come on, tell me.
