Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 9:56 PM:
Aw, my genes has been becoming more and more lazy nowadays which made this rusty blog of mine feel so neglected. It's not that i got nothing to type in here but sometimes there are too much things that i wanna write it down till i have this mindset of " fcuk it, i'm dont feel like typing". But guess that shouldn't be the way since i suppose that this is the only blog left that keeps me connected to the rest of the ppl and friends arounnd me.
Ok, i have finally passed out from the course after fricking 12 weeks and now heading towards ojt, where ppl start to learn to do ops and duties there. And the shit thing is i'm still stuck in changi, which means for the rest of my nsf i gonna spend a hell lotta money and time just on transportation. Seriously, that night on my poc i should have just tell my sgt st8 that i would give up my instructor posting to go to tuas, but i didn't had the balls to do it somehow. And now i felt so down after hearing abt our lives in the future beeing in cds. Everything is so fcuk up overthere. This week of bloc leave perhaps will be the last of my little freedom this year and gotta get prepared for burnt weekends coming future. Being in army really suck.
Ok, gotta take a break now.
so come on, tell me.