Wednesday, October 01, 2008 @ 12:54 AM:
Finally had another chance to touch the computer again. Today was kinda a bit lucky for us, as the whole bunch of changi ojts are supposed to be confined for 2 days before booking out, which means my last wkend was just burnt. Life in there is much more different now as in compared to the past. Things are more flexible now and you can manage within yr own time while you are on off duty. But sadly, all these "free" time that we are supposed to be entitled with are spent on study for our COC test in order to get our cap and vocation badge. And i feel that this is just a no life basis where u either study or sleep with "fear" as almost all the playtime is taken away. This is just as comparatively opposite to tuas after meeting back our tuas ssc friends... Well seriously i'm trying to suck up my thumb and live on to it for the rest of my nsf, even though i hate this so much...
Wow, hari raya's day. Almost everyone in the army booking out for like for a day at least, while we are booking in back tml morning to have our range. With so, we will be boarding the LST ship and sail to the south china sea to have our sea live firing with the GPMG. It's gg to be an eye opener... But still it sucks as it takes so much time and effort for the stores to be done to prepare for the shooting.. And hopefully i would come back again on fri if nothing goes wrg...
Shit, my appointment is just next wed. I just wanna run away from it. I know myself that it is still not fully recovered yet, but hopefully it won't happen.. Cause i don't wanna go back there again. If the worse case really happens... maybe my status would be extended probably another 6 weeks and by then i doubt i can even complete my leadership course...
Fcuk up feeling.
so come on, tell me.
