Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 7:48 PM:
Ahh, felt so sinful after having a buffet on such a random day. I thought i would never have buffet for the time being but since everyone really wants it so i just followed along. The food and services there were nice, but it was just simply too much PORK to eat! Though i really dislike eating pork but it was really nice till the point where i didn't know what was i eating cause all of them taste almost alike, haha. Afterall, i still wasn't prepared for buffet with an empty stomach, so it's still boh hua!
On the other hand, I got this feeling that i won't to mbe respected by people anymore in camp soon. It's really hard to get things done if i don't kp ppl, even though i tried to keep it to the minimum. I lack the ability to get people to listen and to do things, perhaps i don't have the charisma or some power to get people attention. Most of the times i say something i feel like i'm talking to myself. Being called slacker when i'm not around with them. Being criticise for mistakes i made. Haix, i'm lacking of confidence to continue on.
so come on, tell me.
